i've got so much to tell you if only i could find the words that said exactly what i try to mean
there's so much to show you but the pictures that i draw these days dont look the way i want them to
and you asked me what i wanted i stared at you for what felt like a day still havent responded but at the time i knew that it would be the best for me to go away
so i packed my bags i told you it was for the best that this would never do
you said 'relax' and when i looked at you i knew the answer right away
its not what i want this life we lead, i'm over it its time to go, its time to move on its not what i want but what i do know? i dont want this
